i am so emotional today.
just because of a tiny little things and i cry.
i just dun like a life like this.
i need love and care from somebody.
my mum? my dad? or my brother?
i cant feel it.
i just feel like i was always alone.
he is going to perlis tonight.
although he is coming back by tomorrow, i miss him like hell.
i want to meet him.
but he refuses.
he wants me to study.
i dun have mood on that.
i hate who i am.
maybe i need to met a psychologist friend.
or GOD?
i am so tired.
i hate exam! i hate spm! i hate where i am and who i am.
everything is just not going well in my life.
i am a failure.
anything that will change this situation, i will do it no matter what.
i just hope to live in a better life.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
8.3.2010
i am so sad at this very moment.
I hope that someone heard my voice.
But unluckily, there is no such person.
I am crying while writing this.
I called him and tried to talk to him.
But i could'nt say it out.
He is now playing bowling.
He din noticed that i am crying.
Or maybe he did and dunno what to say.
I am so disappointed.
I hope i could found someone who know me well and i can talk to.
But till now, this person haven appear in my life.
I am waiting......
I hope that someone heard my voice.
But unluckily, there is no such person.
I am crying while writing this.
I called him and tried to talk to him.
But i could'nt say it out.
He is now playing bowling.
He din noticed that i am crying.
Or maybe he did and dunno what to say.
I am so disappointed.
I hope i could found someone who know me well and i can talk to.
But till now, this person haven appear in my life.
I am waiting......
Saturday, January 9, 2010
~10.1.2010~
Yesterday was my birthday.
I din really feel like it is my birthday.
i went to Queensbay with my friend, but i went back earlier.
then my dad brought me to juru there choose sofa.
after a long time of consideration, we decided to buy one there.
my dad wanted to bring me to have Tao as my dinner at first.
but i refused it because i just ate sushi king at queensbay with my friend.
at last my parents decided to have our dinner at a restaurant named Jumbo.
I asked loon to join us.
he act so strange lately.
I became so damn moody because of him.
I am so scared of something.
but i dont really know what was it.
today i am so moody too.
wake up early in the morning and because of my breakfast i argued with my mum.
I cried a lot. I am so sad.
not just because of my mum but you.
i dunno what are you thinking lately.
I asked you but you dun wanna tell me.
you just cried at car in front of me.
and i could'nt help.
i was so sad.
I dun like this birthday at all.
if time goes back, i wan my birthday in another happy way.
I din really feel like it is my birthday.
i went to Queensbay with my friend, but i went back earlier.
then my dad brought me to juru there choose sofa.
after a long time of consideration, we decided to buy one there.
my dad wanted to bring me to have Tao as my dinner at first.
but i refused it because i just ate sushi king at queensbay with my friend.
at last my parents decided to have our dinner at a restaurant named Jumbo.
I asked loon to join us.
he act so strange lately.
I became so damn moody because of him.
I am so scared of something.
but i dont really know what was it.
today i am so moody too.
wake up early in the morning and because of my breakfast i argued with my mum.
I cried a lot. I am so sad.
not just because of my mum but you.
i dunno what are you thinking lately.
I asked you but you dun wanna tell me.
you just cried at car in front of me.
and i could'nt help.
i was so sad.
I dun like this birthday at all.
if time goes back, i wan my birthday in another happy way.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
~03.01.2010~
It`s 2010 already, time past really fast.
I haven prepared to study yet.
but i am looking forward to 2010 because i am going to get my driving license. muahaha.
school going to re-open tomorrow.
everything gonna change back to usual, isn`t it?
many things happen during this school holidays.
I hope those problem will disappear with year 2009.
i just get my hair cut.
It was so damn short, and i cant accept it!
that stupid hair stylist, he dun even know how to blow hair.
my lovely long hair become cacat thanks to him! LMAO.
I will never ever went there to have my hair cut again.
my friend who din get train before also much more better than him.
this will be my last time went to salon to cut hair.
I wont waste money to let them training anymore.
goodbye to my lovely long hair.
I will miss you so much.
my form 5 life is going to begin.
thats mean no more WORK = less MONEY = is time to KEEP FIT~~~
but I think my stomach wont let me do that.
It really enjoy during this holiday.
because it works non-stop. haha.
I haven prepared to study yet.
but i am looking forward to 2010 because i am going to get my driving license. muahaha.
school going to re-open tomorrow.
everything gonna change back to usual, isn`t it?
many things happen during this school holidays.
I hope those problem will disappear with year 2009.
i just get my hair cut.
It was so damn short, and i cant accept it!
that stupid hair stylist, he dun even know how to blow hair.
my lovely long hair become cacat thanks to him! LMAO.
I will never ever went there to have my hair cut again.
my friend who din get train before also much more better than him.
this will be my last time went to salon to cut hair.
I wont waste money to let them training anymore.
goodbye to my lovely long hair.
I will miss you so much.
my form 5 life is going to begin.
thats mean no more WORK = less MONEY = is time to KEEP FIT~~~
but I think my stomach wont let me do that.
It really enjoy during this holiday.
because it works non-stop. haha.
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