~10.1.2010~

Yesterday was my birthday.
I din really feel like it is my birthday.
i went to Queensbay with my friend, but i went back earlier.
then my dad brought me to juru there choose sofa.
after a long time of consideration, we decided to buy one there.
my dad wanted to bring me to have Tao as my dinner at first.
but i refused it because i just ate sushi king at queensbay with my friend.
at last my parents decided to have our dinner at a restaurant named Jumbo.
I asked loon to join us.
he act so strange lately.
I became so damn moody because of him.
I am so scared of something.
but i dont really know what was it.
today i am so moody too.
wake up early in the morning and because of my breakfast i argued with my mum.
I cried a lot. I am so sad.
not just because of my mum but you.
i dunno what are you thinking lately.
I asked you but you dun wanna tell me.
you just cried at car in front of me.
and i could'nt help.
i was so sad.
I dun like this birthday at all.
if time goes back, i wan my birthday in another happy way.

~03.01.2010~

It`s 2010 already, time past really fast.
I haven prepared to study yet.
but i am looking forward to 2010 because i am going to get my driving license. muahaha.
school going to re-open tomorrow.
everything gonna change back to usual, isn`t it?
many things happen during this school holidays.
I hope those problem will disappear with year 2009.
i just get my hair cut.
It was so damn short, and i cant accept it!
that stupid hair stylist, he dun even know how to blow hair.
my lovely long hair become cacat thanks to him! LMAO.
I will never ever went there to have my hair cut again.
my friend who din get train before also much more better than him.
this will be my last time went to salon to cut hair.
I wont waste money to let them training anymore.
goodbye to my lovely long hair.
I will miss you so much.
my form 5 life is going to begin.
thats mean no more WORK = less MONEY = is time to KEEP FIT~~~
but I think my stomach wont let me do that.
It really enjoy during this holiday.
because it works non-stop. haha.

$$mOnEy$$

last saturday I worked for DiGi yellow attack.
the working time is from 9am-2pm and then 6.30pm-10.30pm.
we are free from 2pm-6.30pm.
we went to Queensbay Mall.
I went to meet my friends and my old colleagues.
they said i become very 'chan' and thin a lot.
they also ask why I work so hard?
actually they are not the only one who ask me that question.
even my mom also ask me that.
she still say I dun even have time to have dinner with them.
It`s already been a long time that I din have a proper talk with my family.
the only thing my mom talk to me everyday is-'when are you coming back?', 'please call back when you get my message.', 'today work at where?and what time till what time?'
we are always arguing on the phone. I dun like that.
except those, we really dun have anything else to talk with.
every day when I woke up, they already went out to work.
when I came back from work, they already went to bed.
For me, my house during this school holiday is just like a hotel.
I just went home when I need rest.
I, myself also dunno why I work so hard.
my colleagues also dun understand and always ask why I need so much money at this age?
I need it for what?
Last time i want it because I want to buy myself A hp and PSP.
but now I already owned a hp.
PSP i dun think I need it for now.
then what do I really want?
what is money meant for me?
I do LOVE money so much.
everyone who know me also know this fact.
but actually why do I need so much money for?
however, i LOVE my WORK so much.

~9.12.2009~

yesterday i did something wrong.
i am so sorry.
i dunno what should i do.
he says he is happy because I told him the truth.
but now he says want me give him time.
I am really so confuse.
help please.
I dont want to end this relationship.
we can make it, don`t we?
I am so moody now.
can you please just reply my message?
you dun wan to hear my phone also nevermind.
what I need is just to know what you are thinking.
and ensure that you are ok. please?
yesterday i heard that Gabriel passed away because of cancer.
suddenly I can feel that life is so short and we cant manage to control it.
everything is planned by the GOD.
today I am here, how about the next day? or the day after tomorrow?

7.12.2009

Finally I have time to sit in front of my computer and update my blog~
last few days busy working for PC fair.
I am so stress those few days.
my papas are expecting me will bring large amount of customer for them.
but i made them disappointed.
when they shooting me, i fell like crying.
I dunno why i will act like that.
maybe the PC fair i imagined was not there.
i was so moody on the first day and it brought 0 sales.
I really feels like crying and shout out loud.
but i cant.
2nd day, i was lucky because when i thought i will get 0 sales again, a customer pop out suddenly and signed up with me the home plus package.
3rd day not bad also, got 2 customer although they just signed up the home lite package with me.
overall i was so disappointed of myself.
I din expect the sales will so few.
i thought i can do more.
this few days I am so stress and confusing.
i dunno what should I do.
I can feel the distance between us.
maybe is my own problem.
but I really very confused.
suddenly i wan back my single life!

22.11.2009

Very long time din update my blog d.
Quite busy this few day.
busy working for P1 W1max and DiGi.
however, i quite enjoy my job cause it is very interesting.
when i am selling P1 w1max, I say DiGi not good.
But when i am selling DiGi, I say P1 W1max not good.
sometimes I myself also very confuse.
but this job is very fun and make quite a number of incomes for me.
the most important things is I can see lengzai all most everyday~
haha. and sometimes also can see lenglui~
I work for P1 at Bj in the morning and work for DiGi at Queensbay Mall in the midnight because of the Penang Bridge Marathon event.
I went to watch The Christmas Carol after Working for P1.
then i only go for DiGi.
I have lots of fun there.
Talking nonsense with my colleague. haha. they were very funny.
I was so high that time. i din even feel sleepy.
but after that, at about 10 or 11 something, my head start to became heavy.
we go have our breakfast, then he sent me back.
I was so exhausted and fall asleep very quickly.
actually I am going to work at 1 something at BJ.
but I am too tired and continue my sweet dream.
I am now having a headache and FLU!!
haihz. 1 night din sleep only then sick already.

~gSc~

Friday no school because of PMR.
we planning to Queensbay and find some job.
at first, I want to ask for Asuma.
because the salary for part timer is RM1100-1300.
But I not dare to ask because the manager looks got a bit fierce.
Then poh say want to watch movie.
then we went up to the cinema there.
then i saw the cinema wants to hire people.
and some more 16 and above can d.
then I decided to go and ask for it.
First, they give us 1 form to fill up.
I thought we will get inform later.
but the assistant manager just walked in and brief us what would we do in here. Then she asked when you want to start your training?
Then we say tomorrow.
The interview was so easy and we get a job. haha.
Milo and yu yen was in the ticketing department.
Whereas me and poh yi was in the food department.
It was quite fun to prepare food.
they open 1 counter for us.
at the first day, me and poh yi lost RM2.50.
And luckily soon we get into the situation quickly and get better.
but the things is the job is quite tiring.
because we cannot sit. must stand the whole day.
but ok la. The offer there is quite interesting.
You will get 2 free movie ticket after you work for 2 weeks.
Then every food you bought there will get discount.
but different food different discount la of course.
and they say even though we quit the job, every time we went to cinema also will get discount for the food. just no free movie ticket.
The workers there are all quite friendly wan, especially Shafiq.
I hate 1 female worker there.
That time I was serving a customer.
and the customer paid so I must open the drawer to get the change for the customer.
then the female says you open the drawer yourself ar?
I say no, I din.
Then he call the crew leader to check on me.
Then there was another customer ordering things.
He just leave it there and din open for me.
and the customer is waiting.
OMG!! I hate her so much.
I am here to earn money and not here to steal money from you all.
Damn it. At the first day, She was so friendly.
But now, finally let me saw your real face.
I hate her and the damn crew leader.
His attitude to us was sucks.
Yesterday, I went to watch surrogates.
It is quite a nice movie to me.
all of you should watch it when free.